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    Friday, October 7th, 2005
    8:22 pm
    its weird how my last entry was on my birthday.
    i haven't been here in a long time.
    i've been using Vampirefreaks.com

    http://vampirefreaks.com/profile.php?user=decaying_darkness

    maybe i'll put my more secret stuff in here. cuz my ex reads my other one. and a few of my close friends.

    today was fun! idk why , but it was.

    Current Mood: bored
    Current Music: "fuck on cocaine
    Tuesday, May 17th, 2005
    3:32 pm
    as you can tell, i haven't wrote any thing for a long time, and like i said when i first got this "its hard for me to keep up with there."
    i have another journal elsewhere cuz this one is to depressing for me to look back on. and i've been much better now,

    OH
    and its my bday today!
    yay! me!
    and so my of my friends forgot about me. and sage i love the coupons! :D thank you
    Friday, March 4th, 2005
    3:39 pm
    i give up,
    i give up on life,
    i give up on school,
    i give up on trying,
    i give up on trying to eat,
    i give up on my future,
    i give up on trying to stop the bleeding,

    i give up everything and everyone!
    3:36 pm
    tried to cut my wrist twice.

    i guess i need to shapen my knife.

    if only i knew where my brother out it.
    Monday, February 28th, 2005
    5:41 pm
    boys.

    i hate em'

    but then again i love um.....dont forget those girls..hehe


    i hate love! IT SHOULD BURN IN HELL!!!


    i think i'm feeling depressed.....maybe because of the lack of attention i've been getting lately.

    oh well! i didn't know i like attention till know.

    and i used to like being alone.


    i took too much of my meds this morning and its giving me a big head hurt :P lol

    Current Mood: oh well!
    Saturday, February 26th, 2005
    10:52 pm
    my life is starting to become hell
    this week has been really strange for me.

    1) some guy i don't even know likes me, and thinks hes not good enough for me.

    2) i think i'm starting to fall in love with someone that i wish i wasn't

    3) my social life has gona down the shit hole

    4) i'm on msn for 4 hours and NO one is on, well, that is important, or atleast will talk to me

    5) my mom, out of no where is going to Vegas (without me) and wont be back till tuesday. i'm so partying everyday, not doing homework, and turning music up so loud that the window are about to break.

    6) i few of long lost friends have some how just reappeared into my life, from grade school.

    7) i'm getting fat!

    8) i dont the love from anyone

    9) my acne is staring to come back and it's pissin' me off.
    Wednesday, January 5th, 2005
    6:15 pm
    i almost forgot
    my brother got that guy thong, and boy was that funny!

    he said "oh yay!, what am i going to do with this?"

    my dad saw and said "wow, i'm jealous"

    lol

    i got thongs and g-strings
    i like g-strings better than thongs

    i finally got internet on my own computer so i could get off my dads.

    my mom saw the cables and flipped out and was yelling at my dad cuz she doesn't want me to get internet

    lol so stupid
    6:10 pm
    hello, long time no write :D
    yah know its realy hard to keep this journal up. its kinda like a dairy. i never could keep up with those either.
    Sunday, December 19th, 2004
    8:36 pm
    its going to be a good x-mas
    i went shoppping with my mom and aunt freddie today , and it was fun.
    my aunt and i found a guys thong that looked like something a elf would wear, and it had bells on it. lol
    and we got it for my real brother. LOL
    omg! i can't wait to see the look on his face.

    and then my mom and i found some mrs clause suits for the bed, *wink wink* lol, we got one for me. my dads going to freak out. but it will be worth it.

    yah no whats funny?

    we went x-mas shopping and i got some very-little-fabric bathing suits. lol
    Wednesday, December 15th, 2004
    4:46 pm
    question of the day
    okay i have a question?

    if you had a chance to see something again what would it be?

    it can be anything.

    movie, memory, or something someone did
    Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
    4:58 pm
    prom night
    wow, being a girl is hard. you have to make yourself all sexy for one night so you can get attention for the guys. it wouldn't have takeen 3 hours if i didn't have another very picky person that i helped get ready.
    doing your nails
    your hair
    makeup
    dress
    shoes
    coat
    have to smell good
    jewlery
    and on and on and on, it never ends

    sheila and i went to go meet pearl and you sister for dinner at bostons. we were late though. not sure what time we were suppose to be there. 6 or 6:30. we tried to call pearl so we could figure out a time.i was getting alittle weird.
    but whatever

    so during dinner it was so embarresing!! i was all dressed up and pretty, and i was going to eat ribs and i didn't want to get anything on me, so i asked for a bid.
    had i known that it was a kiddy bid i would have just asked for a bunch of napken. i kinda think he did it on purpose, cause when he came out he held it out so that everyone could see. then when he came to the table, he had to put it on me, and he tied my hair in it.
    but i did it.
    to be cool about it i told him and everone at the table that i was pimpin!

    i went to the prom with my date (who was pearl. and no i'm not gay) and that prom was boring. i wanted to go home. and the parents were doing nothing and let people make up everywhere! and not that many poeple where there.
    hey kristen, you and david looked realy hot. :)
    sheila looked great too.

    Current Mood: embarrassed
    Monday, December 6th, 2004
    6:27 pm
    thank full
    i'm so thank full for shelia's help in math. she said she'd do my homework for me and i could just copy it on another piece of paper.

    and she did it. so awsome. THANK YOU SO MUCH SHELIA

    now i have to get you a good chirstmas gift.

    my sercet santa gave me a huge chocolate bar! and then after school i went to grab it and it was gone. i is sad!

    this year sucks ass!!!
    Tuesday, November 30th, 2004
    4:30 pm
    its me and i don't like it
    wow i was reading my past ah what chah ma call its, lol,
    and they make no sence what so ever.
    boy i feel bad for you peoples who read that.
    9:52 am
    pantsing is not cool
    have u ever been pants in a mall.
    lol
    well i have. i believe it or not but it was by my own aunt. lol yeah. laugh.
    i was on the escolader going up in one of the most crowded areas with my aunt behide me and my brother in front. i was wearing my pjs and they were not tied so they would come down very easy if one was to pull on them.
    so we were going up and over of nowhere my aunt grabs boh sides of my pants and pulls down. so now i have my pants down by my ancles. lol how fun for me.
    it took my a second to realise that my pants were not there. thank god!
    i was wearing a long shirt, or it would be worse for me.
    lol i was kinda wonderin why poeple were lookin at me funny.
    and then after that i tied my pants and my aunt tried to do it many more times in the mall, but she couldn't very well because they were tied. lol yay for me.
    Thursday, November 25th, 2004
    9:50 pm
    there goes my diet
    HAPPY THANKS GIVING!!!!!

    well my personal trainer os goin to be mad at me. i ate everything that i wasn't supposed to. well boy was is great! and now i feel like a fat turkey. oh well. lol

    my family and i went to a family friends for thank giving dinner. for like 4 hours. i didn't want to go, cuz last year it was soo boring. but this time it was alittle better. thank god there wasn't alot of poeple their. and i know everyone. so this way i didn't have to feel stupid about being me. near the end of the 4 hours i got to help Beky, the wife of Tim that own the house, feed the horses. that was kinda scary. cuz the last time on my 11th birthday and was stepped on by a horse, so i was getting flash backs. it was kinda wierd cuz i think the horses senced my fear. one of them slowly walked up to me and tapped his nose in my face. and it was very nice. Beky let me ride him, after it took me like 10 minuets to slowly get on the horse. and the ride only lasted maybe 5 mineuts, cuz for some reason i got realy overwled with memories and started to fall off the horse.

    than i went to see the movie chirstmas with the kranks. it was funny but realy stupid. the one part where tim allen is tring to eat after he got botox. that was so funny.
    Wednesday, November 24th, 2004
    10:35 pm
    i smell good
    before the movie my mom and me smelled purfume

    so i smell good now

    i dont' no which i like better and want to get.

    oh well

    i got more time to go back figure it out, and come out smelling good again

    YAY!!!

    funfun
    9:36 pm
    i need a gun
    okay! who ever made this site up and or the way you get an account should be shot!
    i'm serious!
    for the password my first one was steller, but i wouldn't work cuz it was a dictionary word! WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH THAT!!! okay yes it is a dictionary word, but what word (unless ur crazy and made it up) is not in the dictionary. so, i'm like okay i'll just try something else. i tried Ashton, lol, well i bet u'd think that would work. huh? well guess again! it didn't. it was a dictionary word!! what the hell!!!! i have NEVER seen my name in the dictionary! who ever designed this, must have been on pot or something, cuz what dictionary were they lookin at.

    okay so by now i'm alittle mad. so i tried Poe. HA!!" its TO SHORT"!!! so this is about the piont where i was about to rip my hair out. so i ich my head and take a DEEP breath. and i try another one. i hate my life. lol can u believe that that worked. omg! okay by this point i no that that person was smoken something, cuz what kind of person allows THAT as a password. come on!

    oka so that part was done.

    but that wasn't the end of my frustrating road to hell to get an account here.
    i have no idea what my user name is goin to be. i didn't what lulu_baby. its to girly, and i'm bored of it. so i thought Poe would be cool, cuz its my new nick name. so i try it.
    and yay! it worked!

    HA HA
    no it didn't! its ben used already. now this didn't make me mad, just alittle said , cuz i thought i was bein different. but i guess there was already "i what to be different" out there and beat me to it.
    well this is fine. so i try Ashton, just to see if it would work. well no that didn't work either. its already ben used.AND it was to short. well what to stupid and also backs up my conclusion that that person is smoken something, cuz the user name has to be 15 characters long. how is anyone goin to have something that long, and try to remember it, for what ever reason that may be.
    so by this point i was just about to scream in the library.
    buuuut i didn't

    i just sat back i thought of how much i wanted to throw the computer out the window in the snow. or how much it would feel good to punch the screan in.
    yeah u prolly think i have anger problems. but i wasn't mad at the computer, i was in pain. cuz my neck hurt so much. and it still does.

    okay so by now i remembered the time that i was on msn with my friend kristen and the name Poe was new at this time. well i was messin with her head, and tellin her that Poe is this evil person well not person a dead person that eats people. and i said that Poe ate Ashton.
    so yeah i just used that. and now look there it is. i hope i don't get bored with it.

    so i guess i started my day pretty bad.

    but it got worse. i had a history test. well i normaly do good on these test. so i thought i was good. figuring that i love history.
    well i guess that thought was flushed down the toilet. cuz when i got that test and was ready though it, omg! i was not ready, i don't even remember talking about most of this stuff.
    i had my notes with me but that help like 8%. i couldn't find the answers in the notes. idk but i guess i was out of it.
    well i NO i got an F. i left like 10 questions blank.

    okay this is going to boring talkin about everything that went bad to day.
    i did have fun on the couch , when school got out.
    well maybe not the part that i got TWO wet wellies, only with out the wet.
    lol
    i got my ears cleaned.
    i fell bad for sage and sam's poor fingures .
    ewwww!
    LOL

    then to night i saw a movie.
    i saw, national treasure
    boy! was that good!
    kinda long though! started at 6:30 and didnt' get out 5 minuets till 9 pm.
    but i was good


    if u don't no me, u should no that i have spelling problems, so good luck. and sry
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